Hopefully, it'll turn out nice. But my cupcakes are always delicious~~
Awards day on Friday and i promised section to bake for them.
But there's like more than 10 of them..
Maybe should bake for Grace and Anna only.


Hmm, I found this, and its so cute and sweet.
 

Next time, someone will have to say this to get my love. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Just kidding~
No more love for me cause it hurts badly.

AFTER THIS POST,
GREGARIOUSGIRLS IS GOING TO SHIFT.

AND ENTRIES ARE LOCKED, FOR FRIENDS ONLY.
Ask me where im shifting to? HAHAHA

GOODBYE!!!!
Chatting w Cass & Sj, its the best thing to do
cuz you'll never stop laughing w them.

Hmm, lets see. I havent learn to forget so 1 is out. So is 5, 8, 9...
So Im left with 2/3/4/6/7. And yes im in pain.
Cure me?

This leads to misunderstandings isnt it?
Its like, how you never believe me anymore.
And always end up fighting?
 

But..

Then, how am I ever going to let go even if i stepped back?
When you're always that special something to me.


By learning to let go so that better things can fall together?

But...




I WANT YOU to stay,
to love me till my heart stops & die,
to miss me when im away,
to follow me when i run away
But you wont.
Not anymore?




And now, how long will it take to see myself smiling naturally again
instead of faking them?


I asked you to leave, but i never wanted you to leave.
When i walk away, i always look back.
Hoping that you'll be there chasing after me,
holding me tightly, hearing me say sorry.

But its too late isn't it?
You found someone new
And i know,


And yes, i'll try.
Try to not make you my everything, when someone else is already your everything
and that person's not me.




And now,

Thats all, thank you for once making me smile, enjoying the happiest moment with you.
Once i missed it, i lose it and thats it.
Its gone, forever.


Be brave, strong and stay happy.
Even if we're apart, i'll always be with you.
Now, i just wanna spend time w you.

I want those nails only~
Hahahaha.

 

Alright, when school doesn't start, Im freaking bored. But when i know it's gna start in a few days, I say amen and ask God to prolong my holidays.
Everyone's like that too isn't it?

Hmm, cant wait to do a lot of stuff but i guess i wont even fulfill the things i've stated on my resolution list 2010.  Cant believe its April already and school is starting next week. I feel like I just got back Olevel results only.
I can seriously OMGWTHGND CLARIE myself, until i wake up. FML to the max.

If only i have a time machine,
If only i can go back to Nov.
If only...

Okay, im gna continue posting about my stuff and don't read it if you don't know anything,
because its not for you.

 

 

Got this from @theloveepistle and i guess it does make sense. It really made me think twice about the meaning of love.
But at the same time, i found this...



Well, love has so many definitions, so its really up to you to decide how you want your meaning of love to be.
Hmm, and dont you think that... 

Its kind of sad to hear that right?
And seriously, you wont even feel good knowing that someone you love is enjoying happily w someone else.
It'll just make you hate that someone your love is enjoying with.

Especially when you realize,
"Of all the stars shining in the dark sky, your love is the one that shine the brightest in your eyes. "
&

 

Then you (me) must be dumb for loving that person because she already has someone else.

And it is so not worth your time,

Because...

Totally make sense isn't it?
So whats the point of keeping that person
when they don't even appreciate your love but is enjoying w someone else.

Sometimes...


And at the end of the day, Love is just about feeling happy w that person,
and nothing else matters as long as you are.

Just like this...

so, ARE YOU HAPPY?
If you're happy w that person, then the rest should just leave.
Because there's no point in loving, missing and holding her back when her heart is not w you.

Alright, i think i just enlightened myself. I know i can do it.
But it takes time.
Hahahahahhahaa, smile~
I should continue saying smile to everyone i talked to. Since i've been saying for days already.

Hehehehe, I love you (always and forever unless i want to change my mind)


Go listen to Im only me when im with you - Taylor Swift
~~~~

I don't wanna live without you 
I'm only up when you're not down
Through it all nobody gets me like you do
And I'm only me when I'm with you

~~~~

Ok just ignore me friends, though i know so many of you have been here for me since forever (: Thx alot alot alottttt. 
But i need a few months~

Anw, did i mention i cant wait for SMA's Fo now? Omg hehehhe firstly because i wna leave home. Secondly, Von may be crashing the camp, so I'll have company. And thirdly, Sandra's crashing it too! Yay yay yay, i've got great friends, great company but idk if its a great school. But Theresian awards day clashes w my camp. Yucks right, i should just miss it and forget about the Borders card cuz i don't read.

Tmrw, im meeting KimmyBunny for config. Hehehehe, thanks @monsterbus.